Monday, January 14, 2008

If it makes you happy

Things should make me happy, right? Bright Blessings is doing pretty well for a little start-up, Brian will be here soon, we'll be married soon, J is doing well in school - these are all good things, yes?

Then why the unease? Yeah, I've got some financial stuff that I'm trying to sort out, and that situation isn't nearly where I'd like it to be. But still - there's this sense of disquiet underlying nearly everything right now. I don't know why, and I don't like it. Perhaps change, even change you dearly want, is just unsettling?

It's almost time for me to get out of here - I'll write more later.

Friday, January 11, 2008

So many good things!


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It's me!!!!!!! It's Bright Blessings!!! And the reviews are GOOD!!! I'm so excited, I could cry. Hopefully this is the beginning of really good things for my little brainchild.

In other news: It's time for a change. Brian's lease ends at the end of March. He's told his boss he'll be leaving his current job, and he'll be moving up here. He's going to substitute teach for the rest of the spring semester - there are enough schools around here that he shouldn't have a problem finding assignments - and hopefully he'll be able to find a full-time job for the fall. It's scary, but exciting, too. Would I feel better if he had a definite job lined up? Sure. I'm nothing if not practical, and I like to know the how, why, where, when, how much. But it's come to the point where we either have to decide to be in the same place and make it work, or give up on it. We've been together for over two years, I love him, he loves me, J thinks he's great, things are all good on the meeting-the-family front - time to fish or cut bait. So, it's time for a leap of faith. Eek! Yay! Eek! Yay!

I'm sure I've got more to write, but I'm far too fidgety to focus for that long right now. (And I wonder where J gets it.)