Just say no to negativity

I know I whine an awful lot here. I just finished reading a book by Sylvia Browne called Visits from the Afterlife, and in one part of the book she said something about unsuccessful lives being filled with negativity, and successful lives being able to deal with negativity and move on, or something to that effect. So perhaps me dwelling on some of my problems contributes to them. Perhaps not, but it can't hurt anything for me to try to be a bit more positive, and if it helps, well, then, so much the better.

Still no word on the new position. All I can figure is, maybe more people decided to apply at the last minute, and they're still interviewing. Either that, or they're trying to decide how much of a raise I should get with the new position. LOL I reckon we'll hear when we hear. In the meantime, I'll keep looking elsewhere, because I know I won't be happy long-term at this job. And it's hard to stay positive when your work, the place where you spend the better part of your waking hours, makes you feel so down about yourself and your abilities.

I really should go to bed. I find it harder and harder to drag myself out of bed in the mornings. Part of the reason for that is that I'm not enthused about going to work, but part of it is because I don't get near enough sleep. So I'll write more later - right now, it's time to go take a good hard look at the back of my eyelids.